I've been feeling kind of lost and alone lately which is why I joined. I'm 26 weeks pregnant. My fiance of four years recently died in an accident that I blame myself for. I have a couple of good friends that have slowly been going on vacation since summer is starting.. I just decided I needed to do something good for myself and socialize, so here I am! I hope I fit in well enough, I feel kind of out of place because I don't have a baby in my arms yet.