My children are my life. They give me purpose and I have had a rough childhood. I put my children first and try my best to give them the best possible life I can. I would never put myself before them and I will do my best to help them grow up to be strong and put themselves first. I am everyones doormat and can't seem to stop. I don't have any real friends, only ones who come around when they need something. My family is not any better and I am still (at 39) trying to get my mother to love me. I am very strong and can be very funny.