I am a mommy of 4 amazing little girls and 1 on the way in Oct.It's been hard the last 2 years.We lived in PA for about 5 years.I loved it but we moved back to my home town of minot Nd in the summer of 2006 after our little girl passed away from cancer.Justess was 2 and the most brave little girl.She had a rare for of cancer and after 9 month of fighting she passed away in our arms at home.A prices of my died when she did but I had to live I had a 7yr old and a baby on the way.A month to the day of justess passing I gave birth to Larkyn and she saved me

  We moved back to ND in the summer of 2006 and it was the best for us I missed my family and all my husbands family in PA are crazy and need help so we did the right thing and cut ties with them other then my husbands Aunt and Grandma.It's sad and I feel so so sorry for my husband that has a family like that.We have moved on and in May of 2007 we had another little girl named Lakelyn.My husband works 2 jobs so I can stay home with the girls.He is a great man and an amazing daddy and in Oct we will add the our blessed family once more.We will be married 12 years in july.And I love him more than every.

I'm the kind of person the will tell you to your face how I feel and if I your are making drama i'm done.My husband and kids are my life and that is all that really matter in my life.They are my world and at times it does get crazy and want to pull my hair out.I love being a mommy and think I do a good job at it.