you should know that.....

i am 22

i grow up in Brazil

i am married

i have 2 kids i adore

i went through a lot growing up

i moved to america when i was 14

i am trustfull

i worry too much about wut people think about me

i am insecure

i am sincere

i grow up in an extremelly christian family and lifestyle.

i lived in a bubble for 18 years of my life

i was suppost to be an example.

i was suppost to marry a pastor or a minister or a missionary and travel the world helping people and spreading the gospel.

i was never allowed to go anywhere with friends or speak on the phone or watch tv or talk to nonchristiam people and outside my race.

i have never sneaked out or stolen anything in my life.

i had to go to church my whole life on sunday mornings at 8:00am to12:00amand at 7:00pm until 11:00pm.and everyday on week days from 7 to10:30pm.and on saturdays drive 2 hours to a different church at 7pm until12:00pm.

i dont have many friends around here.

if i was riding in a car i wasn't allowed to look outside the windows.

i dont have a relationship with my mother.

my family means evething to me since i grow up without one.

i sometimes strugle being a mother

i was abused from when i was 7 to 14 years old