Hi my name is Yvonne Martinez, mother to 5 wild and crazy kids or should I say my teenagers are the crazy ones who drive me nuts. 

  I have been with my loving husband for 18 1/2  years and been married to him for 8 years.  Yes we have lived on a roller coaster with all our ups and downs and circles we go through with him, but he is the love of my life and a wonderful father to our kids.  

 I  am a single sahm while my husbasnd is out n about. His addiction seem to be getting worse all of a sudden.... This is a daily battle he has to cope with every day.  Praying and communicating more with him seems to be helping sumtimes, I just wish he would just give up and get clean.    I choose to wait and live my life dealing with the kids with or without him.

I'm still  looking for work,  and doing all I can to make our marriage and family stay together.  Who ever reads this is probably saying I am crazy but thats me for u.  This whats makes me strong to survive in life....I luv my family 2 the fullest.....