IM 19 YEARS OLD.  i GOT PREGNANT WHEN I WAS 18. I HAVE A 4 MONTH OLD LIL GIRL.  JUST WHEN I GOT A LITTLE BIT OF FREEDOM IT WAS ALL TAKEN AWAY FROM ME.  BUT...MY DAUGHTER HAS CHANGED MY LIFE.  I LOVE TAKING CARE OF HER, I FEEL LIKE SHE MY MINY ME.  ALTHOUGH, I THINK THAT THE POST PARTUM DEPRESSION HAS KICKED IN, I HATE STAYIN HOME ALL DAY.  I WOULD LOOOOOVE TO GO BACK TO WORK, BUT I JUST CAN'T AFFORD A BABYSITTER, AND IM A SINGLE MOM.  THE FATHER HELPS OUT ALITTLE BIT, LIKE BUYS HER WHAT SHE NEEDS, BUT I WANT TO BE THE ONE TO TAKE HER SHOPPING AND BUY HER ALL THE CUTE STUFF.   BASICALLY MY LIFE IS LIKE A SOAP OPRA.  AFTER JAYDEN WAS BORN MY FIANCE STARTED TREATING ME LIKE CRAP!  CALLING ME FAT, AND OTHER HURTFUL THINGS, I HAD TO GET OUT WHILE I COULD, NOW IM STUCK WITH NO MONEY.....WITH NOTHING.  BUT LUCKILY IM A STRONG PERSON AND I KNOW I WILL GET THROUGH IT ALL.  GOD WILL ALWAYS BE ON MY SIDE.  THAT ABOUT SUMS MOST OF IT UP.