I lost a big part of my life in Nov 2006, she passed away on her 24th birthday and I now have a hugh hole in my life where she belongs. She did leave two kids that I want to make sure they know thier mother was a person and had a strong personality. I wish I could be more like her and just say what I feel and to hell with what everyone else thinks. I tend to keep stuff to myself and it just builds up and I feel like it's not worth an argument. I also have five more kids and they are the reason I am still sane.I am now working on a life for me, and in that life my kids will be better off too..