I am a 29 year old mother with two children living at home with me. Two children that do not live with me and two step children. I am a stay at home mom who really needs to make some friends and get a life. I love to listen to music of all kinds. I take a shower every chance I get to relax me and energize me. I like to read though I don't usually have a quiet plce to do so. I hate my husbends family. I hate stupidity. I love my family. I have spent my whole life doing anything I could to try to please everyone and make everyone happy. I spent so long trying to make everyone else happy and making nobody happy that I no longer know who I am or what to do with my life. All that I do know is that I am feed up with trying to make other people who don't even matter happy.  It is time I fine my self and start trying to make me happy.