The last year has been the best and worst year for me. The best because I had my first child in November. The worst because my 18 year old sister was killed in a car crash by a drunk driver. I never thought anything like that would  happen to my family. I still have a hard time being happy some days. It's been almost a year now since she has been gone. She never got to meet her first nephew. That's all I can say right now... tears are coming...