well i am 20 years old, and i had my baby girl june 26 2007. at the beginning of my pregnancy i was very sick, but now i am full of life. i am . my body is changing weirdly and it's pretty funny. i find my self some time looking down at myself because i am not small like i use to. but when i get my hair done  i am filled with confidence. i am looking for someone who i can talk to and learn from. i am also looking for someone who is a first time mom so we can learn together. Now that my daughter is born i am so relieved and excited. but at times i feel lonely and down and cry all the time.  my body hurts  so bad. my ankles are swollen. being a single mom is hard. i never thought i would be back at my mom house. she had a baby in december and alsl have a 3yearold so this house is crazy. i miss my baby daddy so much. i just wish he could act right, i wanna be a family.i need a positive person i can talk to, so i can keep my head up and be the mother my daughter need me to be.