i have four kids, who like to give me gray hair. we have 2cats and 1dog. five years ago my son go visit his father for a summer visit. a month in a half into the visit ,i get the phone call no parents wants to hear. my son had 72hrs to live or died. my life change for ever. my son was burn over 40% of his body and abuse in every way you can think of. i am working on beening a stronger person for my kids and me. learning to love my self. i hide from the world at times(only because i think no one understands me) when  i hide from the world it effects me in every way. and it hurts me and my family. i'm working on been true to myself.  i can't cry no more about what if and whys. i put it in gods hands .take life one day at a time.my friends mites understand me but who do?