I am 40 years old with my firsst baby. Jenna was born on Sept.28, 2006.  She is my world but it has been tough. If you asked me a few months ago how I felt I would have cried.  I have been suffering with postpartum depression she before the birth, it has decreased but still am suffering, but I love my daughter a whole lot. I am looking for friends on here that may be able to relate to me, and am looking for some friends (moms) nearby that maybe friends with me.  This is the first time I have ever posted anything and I hope I don't sound like an idiot. I am sure this profile will change as soon as I feel better about myself.