hello we are hayden and melissa hawkins we are a hopeful adoptive couple looking to complete our family through the gift of adoption. we have our homestudy done and are fostercare approved, now we are ready to find our baby.we live in northern idaho in a very small mountain town where evryone knows everyone lol a little about us~ we have zero tolerance for lying and game playing!! as we are a totally relaxed down to earth couple and are really big on trust and honesty,  being what you say you are and proving it with actions and just truly being who you are and what your about no matter what other people think and open communication is a very big thing in our family. we love to have bbq's and we go camping and fishing all the time lol i love it and its def an amazing experience i could never give my children anywhere else. in the summer we swim in water falls and we fish in rivers and big lakes i am native american my husband of over ten years is an old school tattood white boy  lol we listen to alot of music so we go to concerts often.  we have two amazing sons calvin is almost 14 and elijah is 11 our angel baby boy was born in july of 2002 stillborn at 37 weeks gestation since then we have tried on our own and with the help of a few fertility specialists that charged us way too much and we never even got pregnant it was a sad waste of money. we have gone through a couple failed adoption situations one being a family placement that didnt work out and have even been scammed by a so called traditional surrogate that i met here on cafemom which turned out to be a nightmare since then my sister decided she wanted to surrogate for us and we did try but four attempts were unsuccessful and her body didnt take so here we are again looking to adoption to finally find the baby we so desperately want we are looking for a lifetime friend in our birthmother someone to share in the milestones and upbringing of OUR child to share the ups and downs with to be shoulders to lean on and ears to listen. i have an amazing husband and family and we have alot of love to give.thanks for taking the time to look at our profile and well i hope you like our family. sincerely    The Hawkins