We decided to move back home after I became pregnant with my second son. I was unable to get a full time teaching job so I decided to embrace my stay-at-home situation and enjoy being with Bryen and taking care of myself through my second pregnancy. I am currently working as an online tutor through Educate.com. It allows me to bring in a paycheck while having complete control of the hours I work, the days I work, and keeps me in practice.  I went back to work after my first son was born and it was very hard. I felt guilty for being away from him at all and was afraid of missing too many important moments. Thankfully, as a teacher , I was able to spend the whole summer with him, but I am glad that I don't miss anything right now. They both change so much every week; you don't know what to expect from one day to the next.  I feel bad right that my husband misses so much working 2 jobs so that I can be home with them, but I grab the video camera frequently so he can see it later. He loves being a dad and lives for the weekends.