Things I love or hate? Hmmm.....Love my kids, hate my lack of patience with pre-teen mouthiness and toddler "boundary pushing". Love photaography, hate not having any time for anything, including photography. Hate to shop, but my oldest was born to. Just trying to find my way right now. My life seems to be defined mainly by a few MAJOR changes. I can look back and see the direction I took being specifically linked to those changes. Losing John is another one and I don't really know where I want to go from here. I'd like to curl up and cry and not get up, but since I have kids who need me more than ever that's not an option. So.....pretty much just a state of confusion.