once upon a time(!) I was a finance girl,worked on a bank about loan,credit ,risk analyze etc..now I'm full time mom...hard job...must be honest...my cute baby nearly 3 years...I'm confused:to be working woman or to be lifetime mom who has some daydreams about being succesful,being adored,having a new,really different job...but afternoon sleep...or routine housework...or vegetable soup...boring...need  freindship...