Tomorrow Is The Day

[JaimeWyn]

Wow, the time is finally here. Tomorrow at 2:00 CDT I go to court in Bartlesville Oklahoma to fight to get my visitation back with my daughter. My attorney says it is a landmark case that will set precedence in the state, as no case like it has ever been tried here. The sad part is that I have to go through this for no other reason that because of who I am.  If I  had endagered her well being, or abused her, or something like that, I could understand having to go through this, I would deserve it.  Instead, because I decided to be true to myself, and become the woman I've felt I was my whole life, now I have to fight for the right to see my own child.  This is for no other reason than her "mother" wanting to spite me. She says "she is protecting Trystan".  Protecting her from what?? Trystan loves me, and loves being with me.  She also has no problem with me being who I am, so what is the big deal? I know I'm biased, but I can't see any other logical reason for her to force me into doing this, other than to spite me.  Needless to say, I'm a bit nervous.  Hell, I'm a lot nervous. I can't even fathom not being able to see my baby again until she's 18 which is 7 yrs away.  Especially when I did nothing wrong.  All I ever did was finally be true to myself and become whom I've always felt I was.

All the while her "mother" pawns her off on her grandparents at every possible chance so she can chase her cowboys, party and try to get laid. All I want to do is spend time with her, go places, do things, and just generally have some quality mom and daughter time.

Well, I have to believe that everything happens for a reason, and that Kharma will find it's way tomorrow. I have never done anything but love my baby, and try to be the bast parent I know how for her. Tomorrow has to be my day to be rewarded, and my little girl to have me back in her life again.

[HonoluluMommy]

May. 23, 2008 at 12:16 AM Im praying for you.. Much love your way

[strange76]

May. 23, 2008 at 12:21 PM I hope things go well , I will be thinking of you!

[smittenkittenme]

May. 28, 2008 at 11:13 AM

I hope everything went well for you.  Wouldn't it be better for Trystan to be involved with you so he won't be afraid of differences in humans.  She is going to create hate within a wonderful child instead of love for not only you but others whom decide to be true to themselves.  I'm sorry you are going through this and my prayers are with you.

smitten

 

[LittleDove]

Jun. 1, 2008 at 11:20 PM  How did the custody thing go?

[gustinebrat]

Jun. 2, 2008 at 12:22 AM keep us posted on this custody thing and good luck