Well let me start off by saying im sorry to my boyfriend i shouldnt have dragged it on so long, im truely sorry!

So yesturday my boyfriends sister tells me that my brother was on his way ovr to my house(n its a 2hr drive from where he lives) so she called me up acting all suprised because first of all they arent supposed to be seeing eachother, anyway, he asked if he could pick her up from her house n bring her ovr to my house n let me tell u the last times that they had came ovr they got into big ass fights (n i mean they have an abuusive relationship, physically). So i told him no i'm not going to feel uncomfortable in my own home so he got pissed off at me and ended up leaving so whatevr right but now im think to myself fuck i know he's gonna tell my boyfriend that i was talking to sum1 on the fone. N the only thing he kows was that he heard me on the phone n asked if it was a friend n i told him "its none of ur buisness who i talk to dnt worry bout it its just a friend from myspace" n i aint gotta lie it really is its one of my friends from myspace im talking wit n yes he is a guy! So besides that later on when my bf gets home from work around 9:30pm he gets a call n the look on his face...man i knew what they were telling him on the fone. So i got scared of the fact that DAMN! he knows what can i do except tell him the truth. So thats what i did i told him that i love him but i'm not in love with him anymore i just feel like i gave all my love to him a long time ago n he threw it all away  n now that i have no more to give he wants to know why i dnt have the same feelings. So i told my bf i want us to work out because of our girls i dnt want my kids going thru stupid shit in their lives because of their parents he said he doesnt wana be living a lie but i dnt either basically my bf is telling me he's gonna shut off the internet n cut off my phone n basically when i need to use the fone it will have to be his n he's gona keep track of my calls What The F**K!! TRIPPIN' right i mean he basically gave me an ultimatum, i stay bt i have no fone, no internet, no job, no car, no friends, but stay wit him or go back n live wit my mom n i still have a cell, have a job, a car, n friends. K so what should i do??

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