How?

[punxruschicka]

How am I going to make it through 8 months by myself?  How am I going to have this baby by myself?  What am I supposed to do while he's gone?  I feel like I'm drowning in questions that no one can answer.  What do I tell my daughter when she asks me "where's daddy?"  Telling her he's at work just doesn't seem right even though that's a form of the truth.  I don't know what to do or where to go, I have no one here to count on.  I have a couple of friends, but how often can I cry on their shoulders before I become a burdon and a nusiece?  I know this feeling will pass with time, I'll get stronger and more confidant but is that really a good thing?  If it wasn't for Cassandra I would probably spend all my time crying my eyes out for the next week at least. I can't go home b/c I have doctors appointments every two weeks now and I really don't want to go through the hassle of trying to find a new one up there, especially since I actually like this doctor.  I guess I will just have to grin and bare it and know that each day is one day closer to him being home. 

 Goddess give me strength!

[paganpinup]

May. 27, 2008 at 1:26 PM

OH sweetie, for as many times as you have been there for me in this past hellacious year, I am right here for you. Call me 216-533-6456. I am ALWAYS here for you little sister.

Dani

[lilmissJ]

May. 27, 2008 at 5:01 PM Hun, I know it's tough...what with just about coming off my own deployment.  I know I'm not here much longer but if you need to hang out or talk just give me a call.  It WILL be ok, heck if I can do it for 8 months...so can you!!