another day in my life...lol just a lil something on my mind!

[mommyoftoddlers]

i just needed to write this down! lol

i feel stupid for paying rent you guys...lol i know it was going to be a waste of money like throwing it away but i would tell myself it's to get some rentor's background...it's meanwhile you get a house and all of that shit. Well im sitting here wishing i could buy my own house and done it before i spent all of my money throwing it away! ugh i mean it's not literraly throwing it away but ugh i feel like...riped off and i can't help it! lol I'm broke for this weekend and i freaking hate being broke...omg i feel poor! anyways uhmm i really also want to go to mexico! my mom is going today and she said we can tag along without a problem but i on't want to be the freeloading one! lol I have never been like that and well i don't want to start now! lol But she's my mom right? lol Omg i really want to go although im not sure weather to go or not! :) dammit freaking rent i could have gone in my own damn car and with my own damn money! lol anywho thank you for reading my journal!

miss dalila!

[Mrs.sarita]

May. 30, 2008 at 10:39 AM It will be ok ma just save a little all in their time! U'll see !

[misslonely]

May. 30, 2008 at 11:16 AM

aww that sucks.

but your mom means it. tag along girl.

[mommyinpink]

May. 30, 2008 at 12:43 PM

I dont think it's tagging along when she was the one that invited you. Now if u were like well we are coming and gave her no choice then yes, but in the end it is your decision. If you decide to go have fun! And yeah paying rent sucks but at least u have your own space...lol.

[miss_rae]

May. 30, 2008 at 2:39 PM Rent does suck, Trust me I am there with ya.  House saving nad hunting.  BUt I agree with Lo, that she invited you so go for it. 

[rosmez3]

Jun. 2, 2008 at 9:20 AM I think since she invited you not not tagging along.  You should go and unwind.  And, being a home-pwner is great and all but girl, the taxes you have to pay.  Ay Dios Mio!  It kills us.  You'll get there soon enough amiga. 

[SweetMama823]

Jun. 2, 2008 at 12:58 PM you should go if she's cool with it and invited you should go I think you need a break and just go see your  family and enjoy yourself for a while before you come back to work and all.

[ErikaM27]

Jun. 20, 2008 at 12:23 PM

If you want to invest start saving money girl buying a house is something that will be yours and you'll leave that to your kids later on. Regardless you're going to be paying mortgage right but I do think rent is a waste someone else is getting your money and you won't be able to see anything out of it. Save save and save! You'll see you can get a house later on. The good thing is that you have something to provide for your and your family now.

 As far as going to Mexico. Tell your mom your situation and if she doesn't mind helping you out then don't worry about it. Take what you can from home. Food juices etc that way you're not having to worry about feeding your kids when you're out traveling. I would go for it. I know if my mom told me she wouldn't mind.