I'm fucking pregnant.

again...w/ number three. or four...might be twins. or triplets. hell, why not?


i should just live w/ a whole bunch of cats and pop litter after litter out of my vagina and over populate the world even MORE.


Someone shoot me.
cuz my hands are shaking so bad and i might miss.


here's the kicker tho:

Potential daddy #1. My wonderful, amazing and "i'll love you no matter how many kids you have and we'll work thru this together. I hope i'm the father." boyfriend.

Potential daddy #2. MY EX. the fact that i might possibly be having his THIRD child makes me wanna vomit. cuz that means, on that very stupid night after our month in the hospital that i just wanted some dick to relieve built up tension, he came in me....knowingly. and probably on purpose. becuz I, ME, the one that doesn't want ANYTHING to do w/ him ever again...was very careful. And i wouldn't doubt for one second if that sorry ass motherfucker said, "uh...maybe if i get her knocked up again...she'll stay w/ me and put up w/ my drug habit and we can be a disfunctional family. And i might actually kill her one day in one of my childish fits of rage. *shoots load into vagina."


i really don't know what i am going to do.

the schmaschmortion clinic sounds like a haven from holy jeezus right now.

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Jun. 1, 2008 at 10:37 AM I'm sorry I just have to laugh at the irony of your last comment there. Why did you have to end with that- I'm trying to be serious! Listen Hal. It doesn't matter if it's the child of EX. He doesn't have to know that- right? You can tell him you're SURE it's your wonderful boy's baby. If he's anything like most men, he doesn't exACTly know how it works- and you can say, well, who are you to question me, I know my body best. You can say it's impossible that it's his- you had your period since then. And as far as you two lovies are concerned... this is your guys' baby. Congratulations.... although I know you're not excited about this. I just can't not welcome new life. Yet, I support you in whatever decisions you make. ((hugs))

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Jun. 3, 2008 at 9:43 PM

awww jeez what a tough situation.  when i found out i was preggers i had slept with one-night-stand-from-north-carolina tuesday night,  then dj douchebag friday night.   so i had no clue who the father was for sure,  let them both know what was up, and just prayed it was dj douchebag's because at least he's here in texas.  hahahaha.

i got what i wished for.

maybe you will too?

whatever you do, make sure you do what you know is best for your baby girls.  they're your #1, 2, 3, 4, and 5 top priorities. 

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