In early May, I reconnected with someone that I was very close with in junior high and high school.  We went out a few times in junior high and were always best friends. I cared about him more than I ever cared about any other guy but I kept breaking up with him for some reason. haha. I guess cause I was a kid and I was stupid. Well, everything was going great. We were hitting it off really well. And then for the last two days, he's barely spoken to me.

 I know I should not get too worked up over it, but I just feel like something is going on. My gut tells me that there is a problem. The thing is, I trust him. I really really do. But I don't know what's making me feel this way. He has not called me today and that, in itself, is really strange because he has usually called me several times by this time of day. I just don't get it. It makes me feel like I am being rejected, and like I am not good enough. He is the only guy I have ever genuinely, truly loved and this makes me feel terrible. 

I may be jumping to conclusions. I hope that's the case. But I just don't know. This is definitely not something that he's ever done to me. He's always been there for me and always acted like he cared a lot. I know I am rambling right now but that's because I'm just really really upset over this whole situation. I always took him for the type that would tell me if he wanted to go anywhere but that may not be the case. I don't know. I guess I will talk to him soon and we will find out then. 

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