Ok so I am finally able to sit down and cry. He left this morning early and Bonnie kicked and screamed saying she was gong on big plane with daddy. I had to hold her back while daddy walked on the plane, then she looked at me and said I hate u now mind you she is three years old but she is very smart...I was devastated....I just want Michael to hold me I miss him sooooo much already he will be calling me at 1 am but I feel completely lost....I just don't understand these feelings it kinda sucks....but I guess it is ok.......Well I honestly feel like if I continue to type I will just ramble....thank u all

Job 6:2 If my sadness could be weighed and my troubles be put on the scales

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Jun. 1, 2008 at 11:34 PM i know how it feels dh and i were only dating and my daughter was about 18 months and cried the whole time home after we dropped him off at the airport and watched him board his plane it was so hard for me knowing the my babygirl was crying and carrying on about a man that wasnt even her birthfather. he and i have been married since march of 07 and our son together just turned 1. he is getting deployed again either in sept or feb. sry i know how hard it is.

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AutiMama
Jun. 1, 2008 at 11:49 PM

I will be praying for your whole family! I know the Lord will protect Michael and strengthen you through this time. God bless you all! 

Psalms 61:1-4  Hear my cry, O God; attend unto my prayer. From the end of the earth will I cry unto thee, when my heart is overwhelmed: lead me to the rock that is higher than I. For thou hast been a shelter for me, and a strong tower from the enemy. I will abide in thy tabernacle for ever: I will trust in the covert of thy wings. Selah.



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