I went to the Doctor for myself yesterday (for me for once lol) I havent ben in a really long time cause Aydian is always needing my full attention and care and i couldnt take the time away for me til now. 

Anywhoo i had to go cause i didnt have a period period this month and only light spotting last month. Well the doc said the pee preggo test was negative but it was probably because i wasnt far enuf along. He thinks i am and i really do also. THe only thing is today i have been in extreme pain and i have started to spoting a bit of blood well its not relaly spotting its a tiny drop and only when i went to potty a minute ago. I kno i did it with Aydian but i am so worried i will lost this one i dont know why but i have a feeling in my mind that i will...I lost one already when i was yougner and i just dont want to go through it again, altho this time i have a loving man beside me where as that time i did not. ....SIGHS.......

 

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Ginsb...
Jun. 2, 2008 at 12:15 AM wow,  okay first thing to do ..BREATHE!  Congrats on your possible upcoming and on your already precious ones.  Second, God knows what's right and no matter what things will be okay.

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gusti...
Jun. 2, 2008 at 12:38 AM good luck  i am sure every thing is fine

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