Angela's Journal

My Life as a Single Mom of Two...

WELL, MY KIDS ARE GONE FOR THE WEEK....WE HAVE HAD THIS WEEK PLANNED FOR TWO MONTHS...BUT IT JUST SEEMED LIKE THE DAY WOULD NEVER COME, NOT THAT I WANTED IT TO....I SERIOUSLY HATE WEEKENDS WITHOUT THE KIDS...LET ALONE A WHOLE WEEK WITHOUT THEM...WHAT WILL I EVEN DO? USUALLY WHEN THEY ARE GONE FOR A WEEKEND, HE FIRST DAY OR SO IS OKAY, YEAH I STILL MISS THEM, BUT I ENJOY SOME OF THE QUIETNESS....THE TRANQUILITY...THE PEACE....BUT BY DAY TWO, I AM JUST READY, READY FOR THEM TO BE HOME WITH ME....SO A WHOLE WEEK....WHAT THE HECK WILL I DO....THIS HAS TO BE THE HARDEST THING ABOUT A DIVORCE....NOT THE EMOTIONAL CRAP YOUR X DRAGS YOU THROUGH CAUSE PERSONALLY I CAN GROW PAST THE PAIN, THE HURT, THE DECEPTION, BUT THE INCONSISTENTNESS THIS BRINGS TO YOUR KIDS, THE LONELY WEEKENDS, THE LONG WEEKS IN SUMMER.....IT IS SO HARD TO EXPLAIN UNLESS YOUVE BEEN THERE......

BUT I WILL MAKE IT...I WILL KEEP BUSY....TODAY, I AM WATCHING MY NEPHEWS. TOMORROW I AM EXPECTING I WILL DO THE SAME AS WELL.....SINCE MY SISTER JUST FOUND OUT SUMMER SCHOOL DOESNT START UNTIL WEDNESDAY. I HAVE HOPES FOR GETTING SOME YARD WORK DONE AS WELL AS SOME HOUSEWORK......HUM, MAYBE EVEN USE MY LAST GIFT CERTIFICATE TO GET A MASSAGE.....LOL...HUM, YEAH!!! THAT SOUNDS GOOD.....HOPEFULLY ILL GET TO HANG OUT WITH SOME FRIENDS AGAIN, AND GOT GET MY BOOKS SOMETIME FOR MY TWO CLASSES THAT START NEXT WEEK.....AND THEN GO GET MY KIDS ON FRIDAY EVENING (MIRIAM'S B-DAY!!!!)

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RoseWall
Jun. 2, 2008 at 3:37 PM the weeks gonna fly right on by...i think it just might.

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