This is going to be my last post.  This site is ok, but not what I hoped it would be.  You talk to someone once or twice and then they disappear, but thats the story of my life, literally,  for those of you who dont know me, which would make everyone, Im sure I sound pathetic and whiny, but you have no idea just how truthful that statement is. 

Im adopted, so my birth parents didnt want me.  99% of any man in my life has either cheated on or left me, with the exception of my 2nd husband, he is wonderful, but the damage has been done, I have no siblings, my parents are both deceased, there are no other family members, they all died a long time ago.  Even my two kids wont have anything to do with me.

My 22 year old daughter still lives at home, and we had a wonderful mothers day and I was really optimistic about our relationship which has had its ups and downs, and all of a sudden within a few days, she just stopped talking to me, we didnt fight, nothing at all that would make her stop talking to me,,Mem Day she said maybe 20 words, but now its been a week and shes doing everthing she can to avoid me, I havent talked to or even seen her in all that time.

 I dont even have the strength to get into my son,  Ive never been a suicidal person, but I can see why people do,  oh dont get me wrong ive thought about it, but too much of a chicken to do it, but when I look back at my life up until today, it truly has been pathetic,,,no friends because all I do is work,,,and now here im rambling on a website where not one person gives a fuck,,,but what should make you any different than anyone else in my life

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critt...
Jun. 2, 2008 at 10:07 PM dont  be so hard on yourself. if you need to talk pm me

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kelly611
Jun. 2, 2008 at 10:28 PM hey im always on here seriously i can listen i ususally answer not always right away but i do

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nik_n...
Jun. 3, 2008 at 9:54 PM

I truly do understand what your saying here girl.Same thing happens to me.Can't really depend on anyone but ourselves.

I am sorry your being treated this way.I know now that I am NOT alone.It's sad , really sad : (

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redha...
Jun. 5, 2008 at 6:04 PM

Just checking back in with you like I said I would.  Let me know what I can do to help you

BIG HUGGS

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Mama_...
Jun. 6, 2008 at 10:29 AM

I know exactly how you feel, Barb. I'm there too. Just found out that my friend is dropping out of being my bridesmaid.  Chris and I are going to elope because no one really wants to come to our wedding unless we pay for everything (clothing, lodging, gas) we aren't made of money either! Oh well, life goes on right? But I get your point, and I'm very lucky to have Chris in my life, he and my son Josh are the only things worth living for for me. I'm here for you - and I know you're here for me. I count you as a friend - I hope that's ok.

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tamar...
Jun. 26, 2008 at 5:09 PM Cheer up girl. YOu have alot of personality I can hear it in your words. Send me a quick note. I may not be the fastest responder but i am on her quite a bit lately. would love to chat with ya!

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