I never thought divorce was an option until now that is the only option.

It sucks.  But I am at peace with my decision.  I hope that we can stay cordial. (So far, so good).  I love him as the father of my kids but I can no longer be his wife.

God will forgive me.  (Actually, He already has...on the cross).  In time, my husband will forgive me.  The kids are only five now but hopefully, they will forgive me too.  (Right now they just know that they have two homes, mommy's house, where they'll reside mostly and daddy's house, where they will visit frequently, I hope...we'll see).

Not sure what the next step is but I know that everything will work out according to His plan.  I thank God for this experience and I pray that I grow from it.

(Thank you God, for Your grace and Your mercy!  In this trial, I ask that you use it for Your glory! Amen.)

 

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Preci...
Jun. 2, 2008 at 11:00 PM Good luck, be strong and think positive. 

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momof...
Jun. 2, 2008 at 11:28 PM You are in my prayers-take care

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Angel...
Jun. 2, 2008 at 11:31 PM I pray the best for you and your family.

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4evrl...
Jun. 3, 2008 at 3:23 PM I myself am going thru the exact same thing right now.  I hope that in time every1 can forgive me as well.  I felt that if i got married it was once and thats it.  U work on things to make it better.  But theres only so long that u can deal, and put up with things.  Yes i love him with all that i am but i cannot take the pain of being his wife anymore.  So i hear n feel everything that ur sayin.    Take care of youself and ur kids thats all that matters now.  Take care!

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aysebean
Jun. 5, 2008 at 5:06 PM

Sometimes i feel the same way.. were not married but we have been together for 5 years and everyday i wake up wondering if this is the life i want.

 I also wanted to share something with you that may help you with your divorce. No one wants to have to worry about money just to be free of marriage. Check it out. No obligations just watch the video. They really do help you with your divorce and it costs nothing in comparison to a lawyer.

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faith439
Jun. 6, 2008 at 12:17 AM

Keep Faith in your life>>>God knows your heart>>>Stay true to yourself >>>With Faith>Hope> and Love

DEE

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