i wake up every morning putting a fake smile on my face wondering

when all of my pain is going to go away i am screamng inside

screaming for some 1 to take all of my pain away but no 1 can hear

me screaming for some 1 any 1 to help me if you look deep i mean

really deep in my eyes you will see my life will never be the same

never be as happy as i once use to be never tell my mom just really

how much i loved her my life will never be the same my words are



   by me jess

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Jun. 2, 2008 at 11:46 PM I"m sorry for your loss

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Jun. 16, 2008 at 7:36 PM

I lost my mom too, Jess.  I was 15, and we were at odds at the time.  I regret not being able to take back the things I said, but believe me when I tell you that she hears you.  :)  I know how painful this is, and I know how this kind of pain tends to linger and make you feel like you're stuck and can't move forward.  It does get better over time... only God can heal your heart, and in time, He will :) 

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