I am having trouble sleeping tonight.  I am due in about a month and it seems like every time I get pregnant i start to feel insecure.  My husband and I have been together for over 8 years and we are expecting our fifth child.  I tried checking his myspace page (he has one, I do not) well I finally get on and it says he's single.  I don't know why it says it and all his friends are guys except for the two females I know, and then I got on his facebook and there was nothing there to complain about.  I checked his email and nothing.  Am  I starting to sound crazy?  I'm feeling really silly but I'm huge, and he's working a lot and we never have time for each other.  He is totally devoted to me and our kids, and he works 2 jobs so I could go back to school.  So I'm not sure why I feel this way but I keep thinking about the what ifs.  I don't know his password for myspace or for facebook so it's like what if he has secret friends that are not public?  Is that even possible?  I don't have an account since its hard for me to talk to people I don't know and this is the first site that I feel safe enough to talk to people.  although I'm sure I am starting to sound crazy.  I can't wait for this baby to be born so I can be normal again?  does this happen to anyone else, do you feel insecure in your relationship when you were pregnant? My husband is not one to cheat. 

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zoeja...
Jun. 3, 2008 at 5:23 AM

I get the same way.. and it really does suck.. except i made the mistake of getting into his myspace and flipping out because he was making sexual jokes to a female (who i have ment now) that looked very attractive (lol, the things yo can do with photoshop, eew). anyway it ended very badly and i regret it.. I just feel like im not as attractive as I used to be.

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