so today i turned very last birthday in my 20's. i am not getting all sad and depressed, going through my mid life crisis(not yet anyways)! but as i tried to sleep last night, i kept dreaming about my ex boyfriend from hs.

 i think my subconsious is trying to make me relive the past. i would wake up 5 or 6 times and still return to the same spot in the dream and start over. maybe its my birthday, or maybe its my 10 year reunion in a couple weeks. but he didnt even go to my school, i wont even be seeing him.....

 so why am i constantly thinking of the would my life be had i stayed in my hometown and stayed with him...where would i be now...would i have popped out fifty kids, living with his parents(thats what people in my home town do).

no, i am quite happy with my life...i have a gorgeous 2 years old baby girl whom i love more and more every day. my wonderful husband who makes me smile just looking at me. and my princess puppy who always snuggles me when i need it.

i have everything i want in life and i am much happier than i was a year ago....

oh yea, if youve read this far, heres the secret....we are going to start trying for #2! ( it toook us 3 years to get kenzie, so this may take awhile)

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Jun. 3, 2008 at 10:56 PM HAPPY BIRTHDAY!  I remember my 29th b-day.  It was an odd feeling, knowing I only had 365 days left of being in my twenties.  I promise, your 30s will be better.  And your 40s............they will rock!

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Jun. 4, 2008 at 8:24 AM

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY.  I know that feeling of looking back but in the end I am always much happier with where I am and what I have.  Congratulations on trying for #2.

Oh and I turned 35 lhis past weekend so 29 sounds awesome to me :) 

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