I have to tell you that I find coming on harder and harder. I just got a message from one of my online friends that her baby boy just recently passed away. I can't tell you how much these messages tear me apart. You are all so much a part of my life and when your life is turned upside down, it turns mine upside down, and I'm just sitting her crying my eyes out. Why, why do we all have to go through so much? Do we not suffer enough? Do our children not suffer enough? I don't understand. I'm sorry.

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Jun. 3, 2008 at 1:08 PM i am so sorry i understand how you feel    hugs

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Jun. 3, 2008 at 2:05 PM I am so sorry!! I totally understand how you feel!! HUGS!!! Love ya!

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Jun. 6, 2008 at 9:37 PM

I can say that I feel very selfish,,,,,,,I feel very lonely and very sad since you have become less of a frequent on here.Lily has so many things that are so closely related to Reiley and I really miss you guys.I understand that upsetting things happen and its hard to hear about.Its hard to read about what all little Reiley endures,JackJack,Caleb,Amelia,....how many lossess, and its hard having to update anyone on Any problems my own child has.

I never thought I would have a 'special needs' child in amillion years.Never thought about doctors, and meds, and seizures, and endless labs, and hospitals, and the millinion trips out of town, and never thought about the fact that my child may never speak or be able to attend school for Gods sake but let me tell you something.Being on here and being able to comfort and being able to be comforted is a hell of alot better than being alone when you feel like you are..........

I love you dearly and do not know you from a stranger on the street but we are kindred spirits in that we have special babies who have undiagnosed problems who need us and need us to figure things out for them.

I love you and hope that you know you and your prescious Reiley are in my daily prayers along with all the other prescious angels battling these things.



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