I was getting so used to my paycheck from working at Goodyear.... I haven't been working since January, but now its starting to take its toll on me because my savings is dwendling. Don't get me wrong, Brandon has been more than wonderful and has been taking care of me and everything that needs to be taken care of. I guess its just when I start to see my savings hit a certain number I start to panick. And the fact that we just bought this house makes it even more stressful. And I love being able to stay at home. I would love to always be able to be a SAHM. But I doubt that will happen. I even started to sell AVON. I just figured that it would give me something to do, and try to bring a little bit of cash in. But that has gotten off to a slow start.

I will have Aubrie hopefully by August. So hopefully I can get a job for Christmas. I don't want to go back to Goodyear. I know that its good money, but I know that I won't be able to handle 12 hour shifts at night and a newborn. There is just no way.

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