I feel guilty. It's strange. I entered the CM mayflower sweepstakes and now I have entered the road trip one. How I could use a thousand dollars. We are in the process of buying a new house... I have a new baby on the way....  the list goes on.  But couldn't we all use that kind of cash? Aren't there people more deserving of this money, than me?

Of course there are! My husband makes good money as an electrician. Damnit, we can afford to buy a home and pay the mortgage (things will be tight for a bit, but really, so what?). I have been blessed with two great kids and I have another on the way. I get down because I have never won anything in my life... and probably never will. Wah wah... life is unfair. What is wrong with me? Why would I think like that? 

Because of my massive guilt over feeling like I deserve something, If I ever do win a substantial amount of cash, I will donate a decent portion of it to various charities. I will also donate some to some random people on the street....  there is nothing like a monetary surprise to brighten someones day. All our days could use a little brightening

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Porce...
Jun. 3, 2008 at 4:56 PM

Okay.. hit me up when you win anything. I will  be a random person whom you can give a donation to. haha

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meljo
Jun. 9, 2008 at 7:44 PM i dont think you even realize what a wonderful person you truely are...

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