My Random Thoughts

I don't write too much about my pregnancy here lately.  So many dear to my heart have lost theirs and I don't want to seem as though I don't care, because I do.  I'm not showing alot right now and today while walking out of the auto parts store (buying some oil for my van) it hit me once again how blessed I am to be "houseing" another of Gods creations.   I go to the doctor for my second ob visit on the nineth.  Sometimes I feel as though I don't deserve this baby, sometimes I feel unworthy as a mom!!  They're such a blessing and I don't see anything great in me to be trusted with one of Gods greatest gifts He can give a woman!!  Having a child is one of the most emtoinal journeys, no wait getting pregnant with that child comes first!!   I used to read about Hannah in the bible and how much she was tormented by her husbands second wife who was popping out children, and she begged her husband and God for one of her own.  Do you know she went on to be a mother of five.  Thats why my Abby is actually named Hannah Abigail.     I can't wait to start buying baby clothes, I have everything else.  And each one of my children have their own crib set that I save for them.  My oldest two want a brother.....they are set on a boy!!   But its hard to talk of all this stuff when some of you have struggles so close to my heart!!!!   I know how painful those struggles are and they never go away, they are something you never forget.  I am here if you need to talk.  I really do care about you and if I post about my pregnancy , etc., please don't think I have forgotten anything, I never will.

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Jun. 3, 2008 at 8:02 PM Enjoy this happy time, you deserve it!

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Jun. 3, 2008 at 9:33 PM

Thank you for being considerate of our feelings....   I am so happy for you, yet yes, I am so jealous....  You are very blessed to have another child on the way... 

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Jun. 4, 2008 at 1:42 AM congrads!!!!!

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