I know I have my hands full with my two children, but I miss being pregnant so bad. My one friends(who was a bridesmaid in my wedding) calls me at 2:30pm today "Jess, Jess, I had Lilly today! 7lbs 4oz, she's so beautiful! I'm so excitied" Being a good friend I hurry up and call the flower shop and had baby Lilly delievered pretty mini pink lillies. About 2 1/2 hours later, one of my other friends (also a bridesmaid from my wedding ironically) calls me, "OMG, i'm so scared, I went to the doctor and found out i'm 2 months pregnant. Now what? I can't quit puking" So I give her all kinds of advice for morning sickness and the vitamins she needs to take, all that kind of stuff. She didn't even want kids for 3 or 4 more years. She'll be due 3 weeks after her wedding. I think they'll push the wedding up now thou... she's discussing it. I'm her Matron of Honor. And her only friend that has had children... She says i'm her baby guru or w/e....

So d/h and I was pregnant and I miscarried. I took it a little hard, but considering, I think i've done really well with it. So we had sex on my fertile day this past month... and i started my period this evening....

It's depressing...

I'm excitied for all of my friends... i'm just depressed b/c I really want another baby... I love children and even thou my 2 are ornary, they are my whole world! 

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haile...
Jun. 3, 2008 at 5:31 PM I just posted about wanting to have another baby also. My daughter is 3 and she is a handful but I love her to death. And everytime I see someone with a baby it makes me want one too. I want my daughter to have a little brother or sister to grow up with. She has plenty of cousins that are her age but I just know how much of a bond me and my sisters have and I would love for my daughter to have a bond like that with a sibling. I think you should keep trying until you succeed. Good luck!

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Nick-...
Jun. 4, 2008 at 8:06 AM Hey. Sorry your feeling down. I am sure things will start looking up soon. I know I wanted a baby so  badly and dh kept telling me NO NO NO.  Finally I broke down and explained why I really felt another child would be a gread addition to the family and he finally agreed to start trying.  I don't know if he actually wanted another or if he was just sick of me bringing it up LOL. But he did come around. I am sure derrick will too.  Just keep talking to him about it!

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