As some of you know from previous journals things have been real crazy around here. Travis lost his job, hasnt been able to find one yet. I have a part-time job in a trashy, dirty, roach infested nursing home. The roaches are bigger then my thumb and crawl across the floor in the LIGHT....YUCK!!

I was hoping things were going to start looking up for us. We have a nice little trip to Six Flags this coming up Sunday....affordable.  Though, our bank account is starting to dwendle away, I had hope that it all would work out. The one thing I have been counting on going smoothly is my schooling. THis summer I am only taking my intership...160 hours, on top of working night shift....doable....no big deal. But, as a requirement, there is also a second intership you have to take...I (and about 10 others) planned on doing in the fall semester coming up in August, along with 2 other classes that are for my major. Well, the program chair decided that the other 2 classes HAVE to be taken BEFORE not with the 2nd intership.  This sucks, because the intership is only offered in the FALL OF 09 again.  I was supposed to be graduated in May 09 and by fall transfer for my BS...this SUCKS!! 

When do I get a break? I am so freaking tired of this crap!! I cant sleep either, its not the kids fault, they cant help but be kids...when Im off, Im up all night....I barely get 5 hours sleep a day...Im mentally, physically and emotionally exhausted....CLAGON TAKE ME AWAY!!  

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aafly...
Jun. 3, 2008 at 5:42 PM yeah sounds like things just suck right now...yuck..dont ya wonder why things happen like this..in spurts...and that nursing home sounds disgusting..I feel so sorry for our elderly generation has to deal with stuff like that

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gusti...
Jun. 3, 2008 at 6:50 PM omg dont let the state come in and see that crap or all hell will break loose i hope things get better for you

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CatRog
Jun. 3, 2008 at 10:15 PM

I'll say a prayer for you to find the strength you need ... hang in there.

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Sophi...
Jun. 4, 2008 at 8:27 AM Hey Love,  I'm sorry you're going through all this.  Life can really suck sometimes...if you need to vent I'm here Hon!!! MUCH LOVE!

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