I'm going crazy! Today is the second day of my "dieting" and I'm sitting here telling myself over and over, I need to eat something, I need to eat something! It's driving me crazy! I just ate a nectarine about fifteen minutes ago. But I'm feeling hungry, I think. That's just it, am I really hungry or am I fooling myself into thinking I need to eat something before I pass out! I don't know. I really hate having to battle with my weight. I've never really given myself a fair chance and tried to control how I eat. But I know I need to do something. I feel like shit about myself, practically hating myself! Just because of my weight!!

So I'm sitting here, on CafeMom, trying to keep myself busy and NOT run to the kitchen to find something to cram in my mouth! LOL! It's so hard. And I have a TON of weight to lose, so I know it's gonna be a long battle! How am I EVER going to be able to change and LIVE like this???

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peters28
Jun. 3, 2008 at 7:25 PM Try to keep yourself really really busy lol  or just go for a walk.  I struggle with diets thats why I never get on one cause I always LOSE...lol              Hopefully you'll do better than me

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celtc...
Jun. 3, 2008 at 8:49 PM Try apples.  I read they have low calories, and they're filling.  The easiest way for me is to drink a lot of water.  When you make your plate, make half the food and take 2-3 gulps of water after every bite.   You get full really quickly.

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