I'm sitting here on the verge of tears right now. No matter how much i exercis or how good i think i'm eating it's never good enough. I gain weight today i thought i was doing good i was watching my cals and at dinner it went WAY over. Maybe i wasnt meant to lose weight. I'm tired of working my butt off and not seeing any results or seeing the scale go down.I want another baby but with me being back at almost 300LBs thats never going to happen. My back has been hurting alot lately i am haveing health problems. I am totaly disgusted with my self. The thought of being intamit with my hubby makes me sick. I dont know what else to do i have no one to talk to or to help me.



UPDATE: I have made a very important decision. I have decided that i am going to keeo with what i'm doing. I am going to try to stay away from processed food as much as i can and even bologna and stuff like that. I may not beable to afford the fresh fruit and veggies like most of you. But i think if i stick to around 1200-1300 cals (without starveing myself. If i'm hungry i will eat but only good stuff) I will be back to around 250 and keep moveing forward and never look back again.On thursday i ate 1,377 cals and and on frieday i weighed in with WII fit and i lost 2 pounds yesterday i ate 1,542 cals and i gained .4 pounds. My WII fit makes me take a body test everyday wich weighes me and tells me my BMI before i can do my training. Instead of going by that EVERYDAY i will chose monday as my weigh in for those who want to check up on me to see how i am doing. If i notice that i am still gaining with all the hard work i am doing then i will call my docter and find out whats wrong. If you guys want to look at my food journal and give me some input that would be great. I will probably substitute the strawberries for grape or something that comes in "BULK" that i dont have to spend a bunch of money on. I think i am pretty much on the right track and eating pretty healthy but your input would also be great to.

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Jun. 5, 2008 at 12:34 AM Hey chicky dont thrown in the towel yet.   Time it all takes time no matter how bad that sucks.  Im a chubby wubby myself at 5'4 225lbs I struggle horribly I know how bad it sucks to think that I have to have sex with my hubby not that I dont want to but that I cant stand the idea of my blubber touching him or having rolls that are laying on his tummy I sicken myself daily.  The last 8 days I have committed to no matter how bad it hurts how tired I am or what not to doing at least 10 mins of eliptical cycle I have found some energy suppliments that do truely have my energy higher then what it has been in years and I am working on it.  Please just know your not alone and its not worth your health and your life not to live thru 10 mins of pain a day.  If you need to talk Im here chicky

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Jun. 5, 2008 at 12:36 AM i hear you on that  one next time i see the dr i will make him give me thyroid medication i had thyroid problems as a teen and that is why i cant lose crap but i gain weight just looking at food i am here for you  if you need a buddy to lose weight! julie

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Jun. 5, 2008 at 12:37 AM hi there hun,
if you need someone to talk to please get back to me i too and on the verge of being 300 pounds and i want another baby too but as you say there is hardly any chance of that maybe we could encourage one another get back to me here or if you have msn messenger add me red_hot_chillie_peppers_babe_2000@hotmail.com. Cherie

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Jun. 5, 2008 at 10:49 AM

Hey there.  Please do not give up.  Please email me so I can talk with you.  I am a mother of 1 son too.  He is 5.  I am very depressed all the time also.  I also want another baby and we have been trying for 3 1/2 years with no luck.  It would help if I had enough self esteem to have sex with my hubby more often but oh well.  Please email me so that I can talk with you.  There are people that care about you even if we do not know you.  It is a whole sisterly love thing and we know what you are going through. 


kdodd@fragomen.com or fdbl_kdodd@yahoo.com


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Jun. 17, 2008 at 12:02 AM hey sweetie i seen this and thought i would check it out, just give it time and hang in there it might even help u if u steam  your food i did that and lost alot of weight and i just drank water when i am thirsty  i was at 150pds and 1 month i was at 130 lost more got down to a size 3 then prago and 2 yrs i am prago again  but u don't want to lose it fast cause your skin need to refresh its self so u don't have hanging skin...  so sweetie good luck and if your down  and want a talk just look me up... good luck

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Jul. 6, 2008 at 9:24 PM

I'm glad that you are still working toward your goal. 

Make sure you drink at least 64 ozs of water each day.  That will keep you hydrated, plus will flush the toxins out of your body.


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Jul. 21, 2008 at 11:54 AM Sounds like you're making some good decisions. This time of year fresh fruits/veg do not have to be too expensive. Being sick costs more. Drink lots of water, too, all the time. I'd say 100 oz a day at least. Eat several small meals a day to keep your metabolism up. Practice deep breathing. Laugh a lot. Use a trampoline if you can. Keep your chin up!


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Jan. 4, 2011 at 11:33 PM

hey remember that at different times in the day your weight fluncuates about 2 lbs. have you tried herbalife? im going to give it a try. i heard it works good with cleaning your body, helping you lose and get preggo. :) dont give up.

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