I'm sitting here on the verge of tears right now. No matter how much i exercis or how good i think i'm eating it's never good enough. I gain weight today i thought i was doing good i was watching my cals and at dinner it went WAY over. Maybe i wasnt meant to lose weight. I'm tired of working my butt off and not seeing any results or seeing the scale go down.I want another baby but with me being back at almost 300LBs thats never going to happen. My back has been hurting alot lately i am haveing health problems. I am totaly disgusted with my self. The thought of being intamit with my hubby makes me sick. I dont know what else to do i have no one to talk to or to help me.
UPDATE: I have made a very important decision. I have decided that i am going to keeo with what i'm doing. I am going to try to stay away from processed food as much as i can and even bologna and stuff like that. I may not beable to afford the fresh fruit and veggies like most of you. But i think if i stick to around 1200-1300 cals (without starveing myself. If i'm hungry i will eat but only good stuff) I will be back to around 250 and keep moveing forward and never look back again.On thursday i ate 1,377 cals and and on frieday i weighed in with WII fit and i lost 2 pounds yesterday i ate 1,542 cals and i gained .4 pounds. My WII fit makes me take a body test everyday wich weighes me and tells me my BMI before i can do my training. Instead of going by that EVERYDAY i will chose monday as my weigh in for those who want to check up on me to see how i am doing. If i notice that i am still gaining with all the hard work i am doing then i will call my docter and find out whats wrong. If you guys want to look at my food journal and give me some input that would be great. I will probably substitute the strawberries for grape or something that comes in "BULK" that i dont have to spend a bunch of money on. I think i am pretty much on the right track and eating pretty healthy but your input would also be great to.