Ugh. The Green Our Vaccine Rally was yesterday. I hoped to see more about it on the news. I haven't seen anything yet. I've been reduced to trying to find news articles online. I've yet to watch any of the videos I've come across, but I certainly will do. I so badly wanted to attend, but with 4 kids and very little money, I just couldn't do it. I feel so left out. This is one cause I certainly support with everything I have. I could have definitely marched for this. I believe vaccines save lives, but the toxins inside are part of what makes us so unhealthy. It's the big reason we have such a large number of developmentally delayed children, children with autism and children with adhd. I'm actually getting to the point where I wonder if I shouldn't vaccinate at all. Not that I think I can say whether others should vaccinate or not because they do save lives, but I think everyone should have the choice. I would be so much more open to vaccination if the vaccines were "greened." Take out the mercury (all the way!), take out the aluminum, take out the formaldehyde and antifreeze components. I understand vaccines need to be grown on tissue. I don't agree with how this tissue was obtained however, aborted fetal tissue? Abortion goes against my faith. I'm becoming so much more upset about vaccines and the attitudes of the medical community, government and people who put their noses where they don't belong and think they have the right to try to force us to vaccinate if we don't feel safe doing so. I for one don't appreciate condescending attitudes toward myself and people who share my beliefs. I WILL NOT ever believe "studies" paid for or done by people who stand to profit from the vaccines. Give me unbiased companies with info please. I'm tired of hearing about people who have proven the link and then retract their statements. I can't stand seeing the news reports that call us crazed and that our reports are unfounded. For many, their reports are completely proven through testing. For my son, I don't have direct proof that vaccines harmed him. I only know my once beautiful, bright, healthy, active, perfectly developing son changed to be my beautiful Autistic son. He's still bright, but sometimes it's hard to shine through the confusion.

I wonder if the rally will help any? Probably not. Call me cynical, but I don't think anyone is listening. All I hear from anyone in position to make a change is that there's no link. I've seen the link. I've met others who've seen the link. There's proof of the link. I'm at my peak of frustration. I hate ignorance especially by those who are supposed to help us. I don't understand why inject KNOWN NEUROTOXINS into a child or an adult for that matter. Argh! It's just beyond my comprehension. That's it! This baby isn't getting any vaccines right off. I will delay as long as possible then choose select vaccines that the disease is most damaging and has no cure. Ashley is going to get her second dose of Hep C and I think that's it. Everytime I hear a child scream in the next room at the doctor's office, everytime I see a mother walk across the room with vaccine info in her hands and she doesn't even give time to look it over, everytime I have to bring my child to a well visit or argue with the nurse practitioner, I cringe. I'm saddened. My heart breaks. Wishing I could turn back time doesn't help. Only looking to the future and hoping I make better decisions. Hoping I reach someone else by sharing my story.

No bashing please. This is my vent, my story. I reserve the right to delete your reply.

Tags: green, vaccines, autism, adhd, developmental delay

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