Hippo-Critic Oats

[chickaboom73]

ok scuse me here folks. reality has slammed in hard and i dont know how to recover from the lake winds.

i have an incurable birth defect. i have been blessed with everything i have done and all of my being.

i am now to the point where i feel society cannot and will not understand my warped sense of humor or my disgusting honesty.

they will not understand that i am merely slow in action and not in thought.

it is sick for them to think i went through the ultimate torture of the knife in my brain, became educated so that I could contribute to society.

despite all of this all i have is my family. i suppose i should be greatful, but heaven help the state if i have to go under again. sixty grand is not money to play with.

and they fear me as a liability, but refuse to support me as a disenfranchised.

i married and had children for my mental stability. i went to school to prove myself.

all for what? i have no one to answer to because they wont even ask the question!

i suppose i should resign to my meager life and just deal with it because those with power have no care

makes me wonder why they dont just line us up......