Last night, I miscarried.
I left last Wednesday to Oceanside. My husband's cousin and husband and their 16 month old daughter were staying in their timeshare in Oceanside and invited Avonlea and i to come stay the week. They really helped me out so that I could relax. Laying by the beach helped me to not think about the inevitable. My mother in law lives in Oceanside as well so yesterday, my husband drove down and we went to his mother's house. I passed the baby there.
I know some of you have had this experience and some have not. This is so painful and i feel for you women for your courage. I know that some of you have had more than one miscarrige. The physical pain is bearable. It is the emotional pain that is hard.
I have a beautiful healthy daughter to take care of though so I must, of course....be strong. After this experience, I look at her and see even more than i already had, how much every baby is a miracle.