So it finally happened to me.... i had to go to my first wake tonight. To make matters worse it was my 19 yr old baby cousins wake. Yep 19!!!!!!!!!  My Colton...how could this be?!?!?!?!?  I can remember playing in the yard with him like it was yesterday, and now he is gone!! As I sit here and type this with tears streaming down my face I can't imagine how someone could bear to go through this over and over...Or how could my aunt sit there and look at her baby in that casket......I give her so much credit. She is such a strong woman! A real hero to me as she greeted everyone she held her composer and here i was BALLING my eyes out looking at this baby in this casket! Aunt Barbie your are a really good person and a wonderful mother..I love you so much!And his brother who 3 months prior lost his father. This cant be I still can't believe it's true. Colton we miss you and you will be forever in our hearts ! 

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