and it begins the bad week

[shylomama]

  my son loves school i mean he has well we dont know yet but hes perfect to me but his days r off with out school .school is new hes been there 6 months and has be doin good hes almost for and just started talking more but not good we hate the word no it sends him into a rage and hes so so strong i try to punish him but he doesnt understand languge well at all sometymes i wonder how it must suck this lil happy ball o enegy trapped cant quite say what or how he feels or what he wants it must be hard for him and i just try to tell him its ok but sometymes i dont think it works i love him so much but does he know what that is he doesnt so mommy just ma but he can say sheep baaaa i dont know but every day well try to learn togather summer school starts on moday he will be so happy he can only do 2 hours o school and potty training ya he just doesnt get it god i hope we get it before 5 and all that testing iam worried but i just want to find better way 4 him and other children to learn more and have life skills i dont know what the drs will say but when he smiles even coverd in shit yup i said it he doesnt     say ma   potty hes quite and opens his diaper and smears it all over him ya its great i call it shit boy i say no no bad logan thats poop and then he smiles and i think god my life wouldnt be worth it without him he is my joy and might make me crazy but i love that kid and i need to try to sleep ttu later.shy