depressed last night

  • June 20, 2008 at 9:41 AM by rebecca2009
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I was so depressed last night. My fiance and i went to walmart to open up a joint second chance bank account. That is not what i am depressed about though.

I am depressed that it has been 8 months since i miscarried and i am still suffering from post pardem depression. It is so hard to go into walmart now and hear the crying babies and see the baby section.I was a call of emotions last night. My fiance has no idea how to help with that. He feels bad that he can't help me. 

Can anyone suggestion something to me as to how to get over the post pardem depression. I mean we were told that it would get easier for us. 

 

Comments:

pamalou
Have you talked to your doctor?  I had to go on medication for my depression.  I use to feel guilty but it has made such a change in my life.  Good luck!

pamalou Jun. 20, 2008 at 9:43 AM

rebec...

No i haven't talked to her yet. I am waiting to get my medicaid back. I found out that it got cut off in december 07.

I just don't want to go on medication for the depression and than i get pregnant again. I went off my depression meds when i got pregnant last summer. 

rebecca2009 Jun. 20, 2008 at 9:53 AM

young...

I know how you feel so much. My situation isn't quite the same...I was forced into an abortion by my ex and his friends...they are very powerful in this town.

I hate them and everyone, my family, everyone who called themselves my friends..so much, so much.

It's worse tonight. My son would have been ten months old. He would have been getting ready to say his first word, he would have been throwing his cup and his toys and waiting for me to pick them up and throwing them again..Sometimes I can't bear it.

I guess I'm depressed tonight.  

young_spook Jun. 23, 2008 at 5:06 AM

rebec...

Oh wow. I didn't have an abortion. I had a miscarriage. My baby would have been 3 months old. on the 14th of this month. It's hard to even go into walmart now because seeing all those babies and stuff in there.

rebecca2009 Jun. 23, 2008 at 8:55 AM

abelmm2

Check out this group: http://www.cafemom.com/group/miscarriagesupport 

I had a miscarriage last year and went into a deep depression as a result.  PM me and we can talk more. 

abelmm2 Jun. 23, 2008 at 3:30 PM

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