I miss my babies!

[policewife122]

It was Kris's fathers weekend to have him again.  I hate being without him. The house is all quite and I don't know what to do with myself. Kaydence went to stay the weekend with Chase's parents so I am all alone. I should be enjoying this break, but I keep on worrying about Kris. Is Ryan taking good care of him? Is he taking all of his meds? (Kris has Cystic Fibrosis) Are they brainwashing him to love them more than me? Are they saying things to him that will make Kris see me as bad person?

These are the thoughts that keep on running through my mind when Kris is gone. I can't help it. I am a worry-wart as it is and when I have something to REALLY worry about then I am a train wreck.

To make things worse, the anxiety medication that my doc switched me to is NOT working. He swiched me from Xanax to Klonopin. I want my Xanax back! At least it worked half-ass. I am so bored and I am trying to find things to do to keep my mind off all this. Because if I sit and think for too long, I work myself into a panic attack. Life sucks sometimes.

[BIPOLAR101]

Jun. 20, 2008 at 11:52 PM hes ok...and I dont believe they are bad mouthing you, but if they are that evil...do you really think it would be that easy to make your son not love you???? If anything hell feel uncomfortable and not want to be there...either way, he deserves to have time with hes dad, and its a good thing that he has a dad that loves him enough to want to spend time with him...a journal would be good...the internet is good, scrapbooking is good, time with girlfriends is good....praying is good...