biggest leap of faith, courage

[momofallboys109]

is when i leave this address alive.  i am being threatened that if i leave this house i won't be alive to basically get out the door.  i am coming up a plan for A-Z trust. me. the man i married to is very smart and will figure things out for himself.  i hate men.  at work i will only look at the ladies.  at the groceries stores, i hate seeing men there.  i just give em' dirty looks.  except for the grandpa's we love the cute grandpa's.  i will not go to a male cashier.  i will go to  a woman or just do it my d*mn self.  b/c  i can do a lof things myself.  trust me i can all things i my own. i don't need no man helping me out.  all they do is drink leave in the night withour telling you.  lie, do it all over again! i do go to church almost every sunday.  kids in tow of course. i do believe in the power of prayer.  i AM @ MY WITTS END AND MY BREAKING POINT WHEN IT COMES TO MY SO B/C I WOULDN'T EVEN CALL HIM MY HUSBAND.

[laverne]

Jun. 21, 2008 at 4:48 PM My prayers are with you, is there a shelter that can help you get out? keep talking to God he is in control of all things.  God Bless You

[constancia]

Jun. 21, 2008 at 6:11 PM I feel exactly where you are.  I have 5 sons.  One is grown and gone, one is his and I don't want to leave him and the next  one is mine and the last two, 7 and 4 are ours.  I know so messed up.  Cause I didn't do it God's way from the get go!  Now I want out! I don't know what to do either.  My mom died in January so I don't have her guidance either.  I hate being home I just don't know what to do.  I am in PA, where are you?