IT'S A SIGN!!

[sahmo3]

Could it be? For those who dont know my story about my ongoing battle with my weight and my constant trys to lose it. Well i've tried just about everything out there. From starvation to pills, sometimes it's worked but i've always put back on whatever i lose then some. The most i lost was 140 lbs on Xenadrine and my job at the time was equivalent to walking 22 miles a night. That worked great until i got pregnant with my first child. I quit smoking, replaced that with eating, then the end of my pregnancy i was on bed rest. I gained a whole 93 lbs! In Jan of '05, i started the Dr. Phil diet, lost 23 lbs in 6 weeks and got pregnant with my 2nd, I only gained 24 lbs with him though. My mom was on weight watchers and lost a 110 lbs, and after finding out i could do it while nursing my son i started WW, I lost 71.4 lbs in almost 7 months. I had 21 lbs left to go when we found out we were expecting #3. Needless to say i gained all of it back and more.

 I started back to WW, but got discouraged cause i felt like i was paying to watch a rerun. So i ventured off on my own and havent lost anything. I start out great in the morning and good through lunch, start snacking then big dinners and late night snacking and yeah, you get it. I have nothing holding me accountable, I dont have to weigh if i dont want to. So being sick of my body and not being able to get this weight off, I told my fiance last night that once WW has another free registration, im going to rejoin. I wasnt thinking til this morning that if i do the monthly pass that i get free registration, but to keep on budget i cant do that til after the 15th. UGH!!

 So this morning in my WW group, here on Cafemom, i put up a post griping about how i wasnt following through and that im going back to a meeting next month. And that im going to try really hard until then. I went downstairs and checked the mail and I got a flyer from WW for free registration!! How freaky is that?? I told my fiance thats its a sign from the great beyond and that i have to go back to WW. So to keep him from griping about me going to a meeting on his only day off (most of the time), On thrusdays they have one at 7pm. So, Thrusday is payday and i got my little card and will pay weekly until the 15th. I have to do this for myself and my kids, I remember having so much energy and now i have absolutely none. Im tired of wearing a t-shirt over my bathing suit when we go to the pool. You know i dont feed my kids, half the junk i put in my body. Maybe thats why they are full of energy and im a slug, LOL!  I will journal with updates for myself and anyone interested in reading them and Once again, Start over!

[123kat]

Jun. 22, 2008 at 7:35 AM do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do!!  (That's that eery theme music from The Twilight Zone!!).  How timely was that?!  Freaky, indeed!  I say, you go, girl!!!  I had to just quit WW myself, hopfully just for a short while, because I can't afford it right now.  I'm hoping I can stay on track while not on it!  We'll see!  But one thing I know - it DOES work!  Good luck!!  You can do it!!!

[whatever308]

Nov. 7, 2008 at 9:37 PM

YOU CAN DO IT GIRL I HAVE FAITH IN YOU