Country Music Fest '08

[Amanda420GT]

I had so much fun at the festival! I thought it would totally help me forget about the problems I am having with my husband. I was so wrong! Joe Nichols sang I'll wait for you and I just started crying! I thought that was us. I thought our marriage was so strong. I love him way too much! This is so hard. A year ago I could have gone through this no problem. Since my hysterectomy I have needed him so much and depended on him. Now he is just gone. I am just supposed to be fine and move on. He has been talking to someone he works with for a while. It really hurt me to find that out. I was beyond devastated. Now I am just taking care of my kids and trying to make it through the day with out breaking down. Yesterday reminded me that it is nice to go out and have fun but I would never trade my husband for it as he has done to me. Only God kow why.

[Neze]

Jun. 22, 2008 at 5:32 PM Amanda  I am so sorry to hear that. I really am just stay strong. Like you Said God knows all and will truly take care of you and your family.