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i hope this is all i needed
Jun 23, 2008 at 2:19 PM
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well i'm in virginia beach, having a great time enjoying the nice weather and spending time with my family..i came with my son gabe and my dad and a few of my siblings. my bf stayed at home to work (and i think secretly take a break from each other). i was a little disappointed at first that he wasnt coming along, but i also thought it would be a good break for us to recollect our thoughts and remember how important we are to each other..because things were starting to get a little shaky for a bit.

being away has helped me to realize how much i love him, and how much i want to be with him and make things work. i miss talking to him, and having him there when i need him. i miss seeing him play with gabe, and seeing gabe's face light up when his daddy walks into the room. i really wish he was here to be with his son on his first vacation to the beach! but i know he is having a little vacation of his own at home just enjoying himself. this little getaway has helped me to realize how important he is to me and how i think we can work on the little things that bother us about each other. family means a lot to me, and i want him to be around and share these memories with me and our kids..i want him to be apart of it all...i don't want my kids to have a broken family. i want them to see their parents together, and see them love each other.

i hope when i get back that we can start fresh, with open minds, and really work on building a better relationship together. i think with josh working all the time, and me being a full time mom and student, we start to forget what is important..and that's each other. we start to focus on other things and lose interest on what is most important. i hope this vacation has helped to open his eyes too. i miss him so much. it's only been 3 days, and i can't wait to get back and see him. i love him so much.

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Jun. 23, 2008 at 4:03 PM I'am very happy for you. i hope this vacation changes things for u guys. and i hope u are truly happy 2gether. there is a lot of strain put on a rel;ationship when a child comes into it. but if u can get through it loving each ohter and wanting a future together than it is so worth it. I hope gabe loves his first vacation, and just think of how his face will light up when he gets home to DADA....