homesickness... tissue please it is spreading lol

[momma3.0]

Think today is going to be one of those homesick days.  I can not get my aunt's expression when I told here goodbye out of my mind.

I was born in Texas and recently I moved to Wisconsin (LOVE IT here, so beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!).  My mom/dad, sis and brother in-law all live in the area in Texas I moved from and a spinkle of aunts and uncles all over Texas to Florida.. lol.  My point..?  lol  Well I lived close to all my family and now look at  me I am on top off the world in another state but several things are missing.. my family. :(

If this is too random to read I am sorry but I am literlly fighting tears and spilling my guts as my feelings come to me. 

Anyways my aunt Doris is the brightest ray of sunshine I have ever meet, she reminds me of Doris Day but x2 as nifty, well ok I think that because she is my family...lol.  Well my point again is that at my sister's wedding (that was two days before I boarded the plane to move here) my aunt who is in her 80s came up to me and just starred into my eyes as if she were taking a mental photograph of my face and it just makes me feel so sad, as if she thinks I will not come see her ever ever again. She never said that but it was the look she gave me. 

So just homesick and having random all over the place thoughts.

 

I am blessed to having a loving husband and kids, that is what gives me peace here.

[AmyConnor]

Jun. 25, 2008 at 11:48 AM Aww....hugs to you. I just moved in the spring and it is hard sometimes when you leave your support system. I actually moved closer to my parents, but it's being far away from my sister's, their kids, and my friends that's been the hardest. Hang in there!